How many sex addicts anonymous meetings per day

HOW MANY SEX ADDICTS ANONYMOUS MEETINGS PER DAY PROFESSIONAL

I did explain to him in the beginning that if a guy wont hold my hand or kiss me i feel unwanted because of my childhood i got used to shown 'care' and 'love' by physical contact. quite honestly i start it all he doesnt make the first move i always do because i just have to have it & those places may have been public (meaning my family was around) but i just had to have it & i did.

and im having sex with one guy my boyfriend so its not random guys thankfully i at least i dont feel the need or want for random stranger sex. Its not so much thrill seeking its just i have to have it i dont really care where i am i just need it its a need & a want. Well since im 17 i cant go to any kind of therapy due to my parents. (Sex is NOT a substitute for true intimacy.)

HOW MANY SEX ADDICTS ANONYMOUS MEETINGS PER DAY PROFESSIONAL

Would you consider seeking out a professional therapist/psychologist for help? I think counseling would benefit you a great deal, help you to understand what is really going on here (i.e., what 'drives' you to these high-risk sexual activities) and help you to move into healthier relationships with genuine intimacy.not just sexual contact. This probably traces directly back to the sexual molestation you endured as a child. However, I am very concerned (as I believe you are - or you would not have posted here) about your indiscriminate 'thrill seeking' indulgence in casual sex. So you are quite reasonable in your description of the high you experience when having sex. Sometimes, sex becomes an ADDIIONAL source of getting high with booze/drugs.

Many alcoholics/addicts who stop using booze/drugs to get high will roll over their addiction of choice to sex. Physiologically, sexual orgasms do release a 'pleasure' chemical in the brain which creates a 'high' or heightened state of euphoria. This whole thread bothers me because its my deep dark secret & it is hard to admit it truly is because once ive said it i cant take it back ive said the truth i cant deny it anymore I guess the only reason im posting this is because i dont regret what ive done & that scares me because that means im only going to do more & not care & im scared of what i would do because im a child again when im messing around.

its gotten so bad ive had sex in the middle of my house in plain sight when my whole family was home on christmas and multiple times in the same room that my brother was in (he was sleeping & i was on a seperate bed that was next to his) ive had sex multiple times in places i shouldnt of well i shouldnt be having sex period. The places & the situations & all where i have sex are what scares me. i dont think i can stop & honestly i dont want to. I feel like a kid again when im having sex or messing around its sick. i simply want to please the guy (or girl) to make them feel good it sometimes scares me when quick flashbacks kick in during and in the foreplay but that just makes me stop for a second & just try something new so it wont happen i guess thats why im so open to new things because they wont remind me of anything my sexualness i guess i could say was turned on & ive always been that way since i was a kid id play with myself after those incidents of course i didnt know it was wrong but even now that i know it is i cant stop that seems to be like a high to me a wonderful high a quick fix to feeling goodД«ut once i started having sex with someone else i found i feel like a child again. the only 'love' i got as a kid was physical i got attention (yes for the worst reasons) i felt wanted. youd think cuz of my childhood experiences i would hesitate & be weird about sex but im not. I already knew i loved sex (messing around & all) but i never thought it was that bad. and turns out i was a virgin things didnt go that far thankfully. so i had sex to find out if i was a virgin knowing if i was id be sacrificing my virginity. not knowing whether i was a virgin bothered me so much so last year i decided to have sex to find out if things went further than what i thought. Like i said before my experiences as a kid left me to blackout some im sure about what the molestation but i wasnt sure how far that went. For those of you who know me you know my story & i have touched on how i feel about sex.

How many sex addicts anonymous meetings per day